I felt the need to write something for my blog this evening, I am trying to write and keep this updated more, no? Yes, yes I am. So I guess I should talk about what has been going through my head as of late.
Honestly I don't really know. I see all these people and they all seem so happy and having a great time and sometimes I have that and sometimes I feel like complete shit. I have way too many nights where I'm all alone and lost in my thoughts, I really do not like it. My head goes to all these weird places that I really do not like.
To add insult to injury I feel more alone than ever, my great friend who I was supposed to room with next year has bailed on me... For good reason but still, it really, really sucks. Now I have absolutely no one to room with next year. All my other friends already have plans, because, well, I made plans. I was really hoping to have an apartment next year but it seems like I am just going to end up here in the dorms again. URGH.
I made the "Moving Right Along" reference because we just saw the new Muppets movie for the first time. I really liked it, it was really funny, it made a lot of references to the first Muppets movie. I proceeded to by the Wocka Wocka value pack because I wanted the soundtrack and I like blu-rays and yay.
Ugh I just don't know right now, next year seems like a complete mess right now. I really just wish everything would fall into place magically but I know I have to do things but I don't know what to do and blah blah blah.
I'm guessing you guys don't really care about any of this. I am basically just ranting to get all of this out and try and figure things out and yeah. Blah...
Moving Right Along is such a happy song, and while my world is just moving right along it isn't moving right along in the way I want it to exactly. Thanks for reading... Ff any of you actually are...
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