Post 216 | School Again

Well, here I am. Back at school. I've been here for about a week. Moved in last Monday and am settling in.

It has been a rather rough transition to be quite honest. I was rather used to and quite enjoyed the way things were at home. Sure I missed school, but I liked my job for the most part and I got to spend my night's with Tasha. Here things are quite different.

Trying to get a grasp on all my classes and fully understand all of the material being thrown at me and all of that is just overwhelming right now. Not to mention I don't get to spend every night with Tasha anymore. Nope, the rules here kind of stop that from happening. I can't go over to her house and just cuddle on the couch with her and watch movies and what not, nope, not allowed.

Sometimes I really hate being at a Christian school.

Why don't I transfer then? Well, I have made some really great friends here, not to mention Tasha is here. Plus I love the majority of my communications teachers. I would hate to have to get up and transfer and become accustom to all new teachers again. I just don't think I could handle that.

So I deal. It's just hard because this year she is off at an apartment, and I was going to be an apartment this year, but the guy I was going to live with kind of bailed on me at the last second after everyone's plans were already made and stuff. I understand why he chose to do it and try really hard not to be bitter. But it honestly really sucks being stuck in the dorms still.

I would much rather be out in apartment having a grand old time.

I feel very lonely here. All of my friends are off in apartments, and the guy I am living with now is cool and all but he's always busy being a nursing student and working at what not. Just no time to connect or hang or anything. Not to mention we don't have a lot in common at all.

Oh well. I am adjusting to it. Lonely nights are just something I am going to have to get used to. I am looking forward to open house tomorrow when I can actually go into Tasha's apartment. I'll hang with her and Rebecca and Jess or whatever and it'll be better than sitting in here bored. The internet on the computer is pretty great, but trying to play an online PS3 game is a real, real problem. Lag like you wouldn't believe.

But like I said, I am adjusting to it. Slowly but surely. Working on the school paper again this semester, we have some great plans that I hope really work. Classes are classes. Some are hard, some are easy. I am taking the maximum amount of credit hours possible for a semester, which is 18, or 6 classes. Kind of a lot, eh?

We shall see how the semester plays out I suppose. I am already trying to stay on top of my homework and stuff. I am still waiting on one book to get here so I can start getting slightly ahead on that one. I have teachers leaving this week for various reasons so it should be a rather slow week. Man, it's only Monday? Tomorrow is only Tuesday? Feels like it should be Friday again.

Well, I think that is all for now. Now that things are happening more I should have more to talk about. Probably bitch about class here and there. We'll see. Please comment! Encourages me to write more. Thanks for reading!